Thursday, November 24, 2011

I apologies for my imagination...

.i feel as if im stairing at a double sided mirror...can you tell me plz which side is realer..i thought your lies were only to deceive me..now i see..your lies are the very foundation your life rest on... Now i get it..and im sorry...who new it would take a lier to wake me from my dreams... She use to lie not cuz she cud cuz she was looking in a double sided mirror... Couldnt tell which side was reality or imaginary...so she blames herself...yet she doesnt blame the ablitity to tell stories...she blames her lack of skill in separating the sent of dreams land from reality... Now she is not mentally chanlenged she only lacked the skill cuz she never wanted to learn the skill...in fear that the reality was too strong for a weak minded yet strong willed girl who feared change...and feared being alone... So this girl is sorry for any people she has hurt in the past wit her imagination... But i wont say sorry for the extent of my imagination only for my lack of control over it sometime....this is all this girl has to say about that for now...so take it and leave it in the past... Thu our past developes the future in most cases..it doesnt have to rule it...


Now feel free to coment...but if you dont understand it then this is not ment for u....

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